I'm here again to post a very special and significant happenings in my life a year ago. And all about my love life again. But this time its different in my past entries, b'coz its a happy and inspired entry that i haven't experienced before.
Oh sya" tama ng introduction yan. I will start my entry for a short while. :)
My heart starts to beat again last May 28, 2012. A girl that introduced by my friend (ifiknow)through texting. My friend met this girl in Parañaque in his business proposal as a sales agent. Why you don't try to text this girl, and ask her if you can be friend, my friend told me. And i decided to give a shot for what my friend adviced me. And before that day ends, i texted the girl na nireto ng friend ko. Nagbakasakali ako na pansinin nya at kanyang pagukulan ng panahon.That's my first time to try na magkaroon ng text-mate. And luckily the girl texted me back, actually she the girl that my friend mentioned to be my text-mate. The planned is she will be my bridge to her friend (ang gulo noh bat di pa me dumiretso sa kanya). Nagtanung sya ng personal information about me para daw maging for the security of her friend. And answered it honestly naman kahit na alam ko ung age ang pinakamahirap sabihin ng totoo. And that day, also i managed to opened my facebook account to search her profile and judge her beauty at the first glance. And the first word that came out from my mouth is "bata". She looks so young and beautiful. Na love at "profile pic" ata ako. And then i searched also the profile of her girlfriend that supposed to be my text-mate. And to be honest, i feel sad after i saw the profile pic of her friend. Ops, wag muna magisip ng kung anu-anu. I feel sad because cartoon character ang pics nya kaya i didn't saw her face that time.
Pero sa paglipas ng panahon, i used to text her pa rin kahit na ung friend nya talaga ang prospect ko that time. B'coz nasanay na din ako na makatxt sya, she is much polite and approachable text-mate than her friend. Actually i wished nga that time na sana sya nalang ung nireto ng friend ko sakin.
As days goes by, i realized that its not worth for me to text her friend, nagpakatotoo na me. I ask her na sana kung pede sya nalang ang makatxt-mate ko b'coz i really don't like the way her friend texted me. And first she don't agree, but after ng ilang pangungulit ko sa text, i've got her permission to be her text-mate na din. And that day, i begin to spent money for my load in a daily basis. Di na me nawawalan ng load as like before na almost a month lang me magpaload. I feel so happy to text her for the update of my daily life even if she frequently texted me back and because she is also in different mobile network that's why.
And mabilis lang lumipas ang araw, napapansin ko na din na madalas na din syang magreply sa mga text ko. I asked her when we will meet in person, she replied "matagal pang mangyayari un". I felt sad when she answered me that way. I want to see her in person so that i can assess my feelings if she will accept me personality. Medyo mababa din kasi ang self stem ko. And after a month, i have accepted a new job offer in mandaluyong. If you ask what is the connection on her? That incidence give way to me to meet her in person. I texted her that i got hired in a multinational company. She is very happy for me then. And i take that opportunity to ask if we can meet in her place. And she replied me "yes". Maybe she is very happy for me so that I've got a new job. Around 5pm that day, i went to a supermarket in makati to bought some flowers to surprise her. I took the bus from there and text her na on the way na me. That's also my first time to go in that place. So i feel a little nervous na baka maligaw ako. And after a few minutes of riding a bus, the moment has come to see her beauty in person. In our agreed place, i saw a girl that coming on my way. In a far distance i knew that she is my text-mate. And i approach her with a flowers in my back and slowly giving it to her for a surprise.I saw her with a smile in her face once i gave the flowers. I ask her if she took her dinner and she said that she already ate her meal. So i have no choice na ihatid nalang sya pauwi. We walked together like we're friends for a long time. No dull moments that time, and napansin ko na halos ako lang din ang nagsalita ng araw na yun.
After that day i'm looking forward for our first official date, and hoping that it will come soon. After some days, she invited me to accompanied her in our school to get her academic credentials. We graduated nga pala in the same school in collage only in different manner of time, im 4 years older to her. That's maybe our first official friendly date. And nasundan din ang date namin after a week and week after.
In one of our date, i managed to ask her if i can court her. And she replied na "sobrang bilis naman di pa ako ready, bigyan mo ako ng panahon". And that time i feel so sad but not losing my hopes yet. Maybe it's so early to ask about it inspite we have seen each other for a short period of time. I admitted na mabilis nga naman ang pagtatanung ko, i want to make sure if i have a chance for that early so that i will not be hurt kapag tumagal pa. Good thing that she didn't change the way she texted me. Di sya umiwas like what im expecting her to act after the rejection to me. I waited for a months to get her "yes" to court her. And on the same place that i ask her for the first time if i can court her she allowed me na ligawan sya. I feel im in heaven when i hired her yes, feeling ko sinagot na nya ako but in fact pinayagan nya lang me manligaw. She warned me that she is a type of girl that cannot get that easily so probably it will took a lots of patience, time and blood na para mapasagot sya.
Constantly, i ask her for a date if we have free time. Lagi ko syang hatid sundo sa place nya para lang makasama sya. We have been in so many place around in the metro, from south to north, west to east of metro manila. We ate our meals together, i laughed and smile with no worries in our mind. I feel great in times im with her. There is no boring or dull moment in our previous dates. We spent holidays together, but not in the same date liked Christmas and New year because she spent it with her family of course. And last february 2013, she transferred from Parañaque to Makati. We took our lunch together, i managed to go to her office in lunch time from mandaluyong to makati back to mandaluyong after the lunch break. I even managed to accompanied her from her office to her dorm after office hours. And that's my routine daily for long time.
And last June we went to Tagaytay City, that's actually our first date outside manila. She surprises me with a letter named "Mr. Choi".
After reading it, i feel so special to her. I'm so much thankful that GOD gave her to me. Feeling ko sinagot na nya ako that time, and because i have a clue that she will give her yes at the same day after reading the letter. I waited that day for a long time, and the day ended with no words came from her na "YES'. Nagassumed lang pala me na sasagutin na nya me that day. How petty that i feel that time but still it's a very memorable day for the both of us, we explore the tagaytay from people's park to picnic grove and to finish the trip we ate the special bulalo of the town.
A month after,to be exactly it's July 7, 2013. She invited me to go back to her previous dormitory in paranaque to get her things. I thought it is an ordinary date for us, but she have a surprised for me. We came back to the place where we meet each other for the first time.
And she told me the were not going to here old place and anymore that day. She planned na bumalik talaga sa lugar kung saan kami unang nagkita. And that moment i feel goosebumps, i have the idea na sasagutin na nya ako nung sinabi nya un. And until the moment she told me na sinasagot na nya ako. I can't explained what i feel, i can't even smile because at that moment im still shock. Super sweet ng ginawa nyang un, and that moment all i can do is to hug and thank her for the trust and love she gave to me. I realized that im so blessed to have her. Very worthy ung panliligaw ko sa kanya, i feel so happy talaga at that time. I told her also that i will love her and protect her as much as i can. Super corny ko talaga that time,she is the first girl that gave that much attention to me. And im so lucky to have her. Today, we managed to be together for a date specially in sundays. We attend "The Feast" on a weekly basis in PICC. Malapit na kaming magcelebrate ng 4th monthsary, and hoping that our love will last forever and praying to GOD that she will be the girl na makakasama ko tumanda. Maybe this is the end of my entry, napahaba na ata. Salamat sa oras ng pagbabasa. I want to end my entry with the a dedication song for her.
I Love You Jobelle!!!